Embracing the Silly Things in Life
Written by Megan Bayles Bartley, MAMFT, LMFT
This is my Mantra!
The last two come very easily to me. That first one though…being silly…has taken a lot of intentional practice.
I am by nature a deep thinker, a firstborn, highly sensitive, highly empathic, and intuitive person. I can naturally see the seriousness, depth, and intensity of any issue. So much so that it can paralyze me. Or at least in the past, it has.
I love the depths to which I can go and those who can join me there. I also know I feel better when I don’t live in that space. It can make me very anxious and depressed. I’ve learned to live in the “Both, And” space of being deep (which can have a heaviness to it) and being light, fun, playful, and yes, even silly.
I used to fear being silly because I equated it with looking foolish.
In the past, I was pretty mortified with the idea of looking foolish. I think it was fueled by my anxiety and need for control. Now that my anxiety is pretty non-existent and I have embraced the ebb and flow of life, releasing the need for control, I don’t fear looking foolish. I have embraced silliness with a sense of confidence.
When I am silly, I am playful, laughing, and light.
And that feels wonderful!
I got a wonderful compliment from my 8-year-old daughter last night after a big event with lots of kids and parents. She said, “I’m so glad I have a CHILL mom!” My eyes just about popped out of my head! I looked at my husband and asked, “Did she just call ME chill?!” He nodded, knowingly.
All my intention and perseverance are paying off! Not only do I feel so much better, but those who mean the most to me are also benefitting too!!